Dead Horses by Freya JN is now available for purchase physically and digitally! It was one of my favorite reads of 2025. In Twitter/meme terms, absolute cinema. Highly highly highly recommend it if you like messy catgirls, intentional worldbuilding, and storytelling that trusts its readers. CW: some violence and horror.

DEAD HORSES - a feline lesboviolence fantasy western about getting what you deserve

🐛Available now on physical + digital 🐛

Etsy

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— Freya JN (goblinstunts) January 6, 2026 at 3:30 AM

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Life:

I've been doing Yoga with Uliana's 30-day yoga challenge. It's only 10 mins a day with a focus on gentle movement and mobility. As I still have lingering cough/cold symptoms this is the ideal level of exercise for me even though the inversions make me miserable. (•ᴗ•،،)

I've been trying to use the start of the new year as an impetus to fix my sleeping schedule for the sake of my physical health. It is: not going well. I'm still having trouble falling asleep (probably anxiety) and feeling attacked by how there is too little time in the day to do ANYTHING (...probably also anxiety). BUT I've been better at thinking about going to bed at 10PM.

Bird updates: the (narra?) tree across the street is going through its balding phase, and I've been seeing the little egret—which stopped hanging out on this tree in 2025 and appears to be favoring low areas, presumably near water sources—perch on its bare branches. So that's pretty exciting.

* There is a Hockey sub on DW, but the last post was that the player lock out is over. That was a very long time ago. Would be nice to have a hockey discussion or friending meme on here, but I have retired from running that sort of thing.

* Kraken had an amazing pair of days. Had to play back to back games, won both. One rookie got his NHL first goal in one game, the other rookie got his first *and* second in the other. Veteran team player and OG Kraken McCann got a goal with four tenths of a second remaining. In hockey, it's not just the seconds that count it's the tenths of a second.

* In response to the photo of Melanson with the puck from his first goal people on reddit were all like 'wow that is a hockey player alright'. Our team's own announcers have been saying he looks like the first google result for hockey player. ( What do they mean?? )

I'm really excited over posting the first a) slash and b) NSFW Special Rescue Exceedraft fanfiction that I want to announce it right away rather than just including it in a future round up of my most recent fanworks.

The story is available only on Squidgeworld. Some day, I'll import to AO3 my fics exclusively posted there once I could better deal with getting hits and nothing else for my rare pair fics of little known fandoms.

Special Rescue Exceedraft, which is the third and final installment of the tokusatsu Metal Heroes Rescue Police trilogy, has been fully subbed for about 4 years but has hardly any fanworks in spaces frequented by English-speak tokusatsu fans. That is, until I started creating and posting my fanworks! Now at least I know it's untrue that 'nobody' watches the show, which for now is a common perception in the larger toku community. ('Nobody' also includes those on Xitter who posted liveblogs and screencaps and encouraged me to marathon the show to get to the episodes that look most interesting).

I know hollowbolding and I are virtually alone on team 'Moiraine and Siuan's romantic relationship was over before we saw them meet and Siuan died exactly as and when she should have' but that has never stopped me from making my feelings everyone else's problem anyway. Happy new year? Have a Toni/Mariah icon because my paid time ran out and I am debating whether it's reasonable for me to purchase more despite how much I think the site deserves it, given how little I'm here.

A LONELY TOWER that held the versions of you that thought love would make you a different person, through which you're dragging the ghost of your relationship hoping the remnants and memories of your love is enough to re-animate it in this life, in which you're living when your dear friend almalexia comes to kill you — a fanmix about moiraine, siuan, and the things love doesn't save

i. cornflower blue flower face ii. the scythe the last dinner party iii. the craving kingfisher sky iv. love's souvenir seven spires v. i buried us blackbriar vi. a vampire's view the flower kings vii. if i could madder mortem viii. hide in shade zeal & ardor ix. sun down shores glass hammer x. tower one the flower kings

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🎧 music

• TBA

📚 books

• Blood Meridian - Cormac McCarthy

🎥 movies

• Son of the White Mare (1981)

📺 shows

• Mobile Suit Gundam [rewatch]
• Mobile Suit Zeta Gundam [rewatch]
• Mobile Suit Gundam: The 08th MS Team

🎲 games

• Borderlands: The Pre-Sequel

🎙️ podcasts

• Friends at the Table: Twilight Mirage
• Zen Studies Podcast