08 January 2026 @ 07:51 am

I'm really excited over posting the first a) slash and b) NSFW Special Rescue Exceedraft fanfiction that I want to announce it right away rather than just including it in a future round up of my most recent fanworks.

The story is available only on Squidgeworld. Some day, I'll import to AO3 my fics exclusively posted there once I could better deal with getting hits and nothing else for my rare pair fics of little known fandoms.

Special Rescue Exceedraft, which is the third and final installment of the tokusatsu Metal Heroes Rescue Police trilogy, has been fully subbed for about 4 years but has hardly any fanworks in spaces frequented by English-speak tokusatsu fans. That is, until I started creating and posting my fanworks! Now at least I know it's untrue that 'nobody' watches the show, which for now is a common perception in the larger toku community. ('Nobody' also includes those on Xitter who posted liveblogs and screencaps and encouraged me to marathon the show to get to the episodes that look most interesting).

 
 
 
07 January 2026 @ 11:59 am
I know [personal profile] hollowbolding and I are virtually alone on team 'Moiraine and Siuan's romantic relationship was over before we saw them meet and Siuan died exactly as and when she should have' but that has never stopped me from making my feelings everyone else's problem anyway. Happy new year? Have a Toni/Mariah icon because my paid time ran out and I am debating whether it's reasonable for me to purchase more despite how much I think the site deserves it, given how little I'm here.

A LONELY TOWER that held the versions of you that thought love would make you a different person, through which you're dragging the ghost of your relationship hoping the remnants and memories of your love is enough to re-animate it in this life, in which you're living when your dear friend almalexia comes to kill you — a fanmix about moiraine, siuan, and the things love doesn't save

i. cornflower blue flower face ii. the scythe the last dinner party iii. the craving kingfisher sky iv. love's souvenir seven spires v. i buried us blackbriar vi. a vampire's view the flower kings vii. if i could madder mortem viii. hide in shade zeal & ardor ix. sun down shores glass hammer x. tower one the flower kings

[ openwhyd ]


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06 January 2026 @ 10:45 pm
🎧 music
  • TBA


📚 books
  • Blood Meridian - Cormac McCarthy


🎥 movies
  • Son of the White Mare (1981)


📺 shows
  • Mobile Suit Gundam [rewatch]
  • Mobile Suit Zeta Gundam [rewatch]
  • Mobile Suit Gundam: The 08th MS Team


🎲 games
  • Borderlands: The Pre-Sequel


🎙️ podcasts
  • Friends at the Table: Twilight Mirage
  • Zen Studies Podcast
 
 
For this year, I'm going to try participating in a few things to help nurture and maintain habits related to writing and creative practice. We'll see how they feel!

[community profile] cultivativity | Welcome & FAQ post
This is a space for cultivating creativity.

This is not set up as a challenge, as that implies competition or accountability to produce something (which are fun activities, and for which there are several other communities available). Rather, this community is organized as a series of modules designed to help build a practice to nurture our creative selves. Do the things you want, ignore the ones that don't.

[community profile] getyourwordsout | Pledges & Requirements for 2026 Participation
I've never signed up to GYWO before! I decided to try a Habit Pledge. I chose The Excursionist level, which is writing for 180 days over the year (approx 15 days/month). This feels ambitious but not impossible to me, and I think working towards building a habit of regular writing will be more fruitful for me than monitoring my wordcounts.

I'm also going to try doing Fannish 50 again! "Make fifty posts about topics related to fandom. You may set any theme(s) you wish, or pick random topics for each post." The info & sign-up post for 2026 is here.
 
 
I dimly remember THE COINLOCKERS but I had no idea that their membership rotated so significantly during the three years they were active. That surely should have been a sign considering the higher bar of entry, the need for all prospective members to not only play but be fairly proficient with their instruments, but, whatever the case, hot off the heels of WWTHYWC!'s band theme, this Akimoto Yasushi idol-group-band weathered a fairly tumultuous storm, even if only for a few years.

Tsumugi!


Before the debut of the group, however, bass player Hayasaka Tsumugi debuted in the original line-up of Team 8 in 2014 alongside, deep breath, Abe Mei, Okabe Rin, Okubora Chinatsu, Oguri Yui, Oda Erina, Nagano Serika, Fujimura Natsuki, Onishi Momoka, Kuranoo Narumi, Shitao Miu, Cho Kurena, Hamamatsu Riona, Fukuchi Rena, Honda Hitomi, Yokomichi Yuri, the other Yokoyama Yui, and Yoshino Miyu. Like her colleagues, she was there for the first performances of Team 8's revival of PARTY ga Hajumaru yo, appearing on stage at the SKE48 theatre in early August of that year. In September, when the team moved on to performing Aitakatta, Tsumugi was there also, the youngest member of a very young team, a girl who loved omurice and whose oshi was Goto Moe. Like Yoshino Miyu, she was also present on the on the B sides of every AKB release from Kokoro no Placard through to High Tension, as well as outlasting her by one single with the dubious honour of appearing on a B side for Teacher Teacher, Romantic Junbichuu.

When Tsumugi announced her graduation in 2018, there must have been some knowledge of what was coming next, of Akimoto's plans to launch THE COINLOCKERS as an independent idol-group-band. Debuting in December of that year with a significant rotation of members in the three short years in which they were active, THE COINLOCKERS felt like they were trying to capture some of that feeling that bands such as Whiteberry evoked in the late '90s as well as conjuring up that nostalgic feeling of school festival bands. I have no sources to confirm this, but I feel the roots of the project and Akimoto's creative motivation lay with GIVE ME FIVE!, and, even further back than that, with the Team K song, Tomo yo. What is disappointing in terms of Tsumugi's tenure with the group was so short. Before the year was out, Tsumugi had gone on hiatus in order to focus on school, and by the time the band's contract was renewed for 2019, she came back for the big end of year concert at Zepp Tokyo, along with all but thirteen members, she graduated as the record company "restructured" the band in light of sales for the concert not having reached some arbitrary target.

If this sounds gross to you, it's because it is. Already, THE COINLOCKERS were set up not in terms of a "real band" but much more in spirit like Team 8, a large cast of members who could fill in for different parts on different dates. Whilst Tsumugi was on hiatus, there were still Kagami Nozomi, Nakajima Sumire, Yamagishi Uta, Terada Momo, Yoshida Momo, and YURI who played bass in the band, and concerts were far more like idol concerts, consisting of a number of subunits rather than being like a regular band. You can see the impact of Team 8's popularity in this approach, you don't need me to point it out to you. Whatever happened after that 23rd December concert, however, Tsumugi was not a part of it.

It's a sad note to end it on. Tsumugi, who sold herself as being expressionless and tomboyish, made a jump following Team 8's success and it feels like she was both let down by record companies and management as well as maybe overestimating how much she could commit to in light of schoolwork. That really makes me sad, friends. I hope that whatever she is doing now, she is happy doing it. I hope that, from time to time, she still picks up her bass.
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